Compared to the pain, what is more painful than the pain is to uncover my scars again. I have experienced a terrible disaster. It has been more than 6 years since this disaster.

Six years ago, when I was doing housework, I suddenly felt pain in my lower abdomen, and some brown secretions flowed out of my lower body intermittently. At that time, I didn’t care too much because of inflammation. These symptoms continued for more than half a month and still did not relieve. My husband and I Only realized the seriousness of the condition. So I went to the hospital for an examination and was diagnosed with cervical cancer. When I just learned the news, I felt like a bolt from the blue.

I know that I may not live long, and I often cry. There was only one question in my mind all day, "What should I do now?" I had two children to raise. At that time, one child was in college and the other was in high school. I couldn't leave them behind. I was more than a patient. , Is a mother. I think every mother is great, maybe it is this belief that inspired my strong desire to survive.

So I embarked on an extremely difficult road to survival. On the recommendation of the doctor, I received radiotherapy first and then chemotherapy. Thinking back to that period of treatment, life is better than death.

Although the process was painful, during the days I was receiving treatment, I lived from one week to the next, from this physical examination to the next. Relatives and friends often visit me and enlighten me. My family cares about me very much, and they give me hope. When I was in pain, I thought that I must survive this week, to the next chemotherapy, and to the next month, I want to survive. This is how I set goals for myself, and the realization of the goals helped me through the dark night after another.

At that time, I often prayed that this kind of treatment would buy me more time, after all, life and death are only in the middle of the day. I just didn't expect that the thing that worries me the most is coming. Cervical cancer recurred, and obvious metastatic lesions appeared in the pelvic cavity. At that time, after the attending doctor saw the results of the PET-CT examination, he told me that I had to change the treatment method, otherwise the condition might get worse. After consultation with hospital experts, I was advised to accept ACTL anti-tumor targeted cellular immunotherapy. What struck me the most was that my husband agreed without even thinking about it. He told me in the future: "As long as there is a glimmer of hope, never give up!" After hearing this, he held him and cried for a long time, releasing the long-repressed emotions. Because my cervical cancer is caused by human papillomavirus type 16 (HPV-16) infection, ACTL targets HPV-16 antigens and tumor antigens. After 6 months of ACTL treatment, twice a month, After half a year, my metastatic disease basically disappeared. This is the best news that our family has heard in more than two years. A few months passed and the tumor did not recur. One year, two years, three years, and four years passed, and time passed, and the tumor did not recur. I am very grateful to all the people who helped me, especially the doctor in charge, without him helping me to develop the correct treatment, how could I have a second life. How could they have witnessed two children graduated from college to start a family.

In fact, during the treatment period, besides being unwilling to give up the hope of life, the most important thing is that I still insist on running, exercising, chatting with my family every day, eating only a healthy diet, having a regular schedule of work and rest, going to bed early and getting up earlier than normal. Life is better. Although I defeated the disease, the mention of this incident still leaves me lingering. The tumor didn't beat me, but I still had sequelae. But I am still grateful for life, because I survived, I am grateful that I have everything I have.

I understand the psychology of women who just learned of cancer. Understand their panic, worry, and frustration, because I have experienced them all. It is easy to be depressed and fall into pain, but you must let go of these emotions, otherwise they will slowly erode you, because fear is more painful than illness. Life is simple, don't make it complicated. After the pain and anxiety are properly released, fight the illness in the correct way. After the long night, the sunrise at dawn will be more beautiful.